February 2012
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coast
In my time of waiting, I have had a lot of time to think.
To think about the future. To think about the past. To think about the present.
Where am I going? Where have I been? Where am I now?
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I am excited.
Despite the potential “no”s (and some already “no”s) I might be receiving quite soon, I am excited about my life. I have so many ideas and aspirations, and I...
Busy Busy Busy Little Bee.
November 2011
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vulnerability is vital.
I am sick, and during this time I find myself more vulnerable and open to my own frailty and faults. When I am freezing, shivering though bundled up in sweats, a thermal, my handy trapper hat, and mountains of blankets on a heated mattress, and my thoughts are hazy, I cannot think beyond how I long to be warm.
When I cannot function, but can only rest and recoup, I am forced to face myself…...
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crazed & chaotic
Life has been extremely crazy & chaotic lately. Between school, moving, social life, photography projects, prepping for the GRE, and applying to grad school, I don’t have a whole lot of time to just pause or have some relaxation.
I long for more simplicity, but for now I must focus on everything I need to finish, and try to hold onto some peace whilest going through all of it.
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October 2011
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September 2011
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What do you want?
Life is busy.
A lot of things are changing in my life, and I find myself with little time to really reflect on where I am at in the midst of it all. My life is pretty consumed with work - school work, photography work, home life work, etc. - and I usually wind up using any bits of down time to work on updating my “to do” lists - until now, of course.
I keep finding myself facing the...
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pick a path
It blows my mind when I hear about where different people that I graduated with (3 years ago) are now.
Some are married. Some have children. Some work at wal-mart. Some have died, even.
Where am I? Am I using my time wisely?
What path have I picked?
August 2011
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pop the fizzy.
I really need to just go make all these ideas I have all bottled up into a tangible form.
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P.S. I’ve mainly focused on using this as purely a photo-blog, but I’d like to start writing again.
There will most likely be more written thoughts in the future.
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"Stay Awake"
Let me crumble that I might rise up from the ashes.
Let me ache, let me weep.
Let sorrow be my sole Awakener.
Awakener, bind my eyelids open.
Let the flames of chaos that is this world
blind me that I might see clearly.
Clarity, O sensational conclusion of my longings.
Let your crisp shards of reality pierce me incessantly.
Remain in me that I might be conscious.
Consistently...
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July 2011
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